"Open your eyes and you will begin to see the imperfections of the workd around you. Open your heart and mind, however, and you will begin to look past them."

Porfavor

Nunca dudes que te ame, y te amare hasta mi ultimo segundo de vida. Mucho menos olvides eso. Ten presente siempre que te di todo y tuya fui y sere siempre. Lamento todo lo malo que pasamos juntos, pero te agradezco por cada minuto a tu lado porque fueron los mas hermosos. Perdoname que esto no funciono y algo tan hermoso termino.
Recuerda que te amo, pero olvidate de mi..

Triste realidad

En esos tiempos, todos mis sueños eran contigo. Mi futuro era a tu lado, y mi sonrisa era gracias a ti. Mis ojos miraban una vida hermosa a tu lado, pero las miradas engañan. Ahora nada es igual. Poco a poco eso sueños contigo se fueron. Nuestro futuro se escapo y se llevo mi sonrisa. Mis ojos ya no miran nada, las lagrimas esconden todo. Te ame y quise darte todo, pero solamente falle. Agradezco cada momento, que fueron muy hermosos, pero ahora seran nomas recuerdos. Siento un dolor enorme y coninuar no se si puedo, pero no es justo seguir con esto. El daño que nos causamos no es justo. Merecemos mejor, un amor sin dolor. Te dejo ir, con mucha pena, perdoname que esto no funciono. Nomas te pido, se feliz, y en el fondo de tu mente y tu corazon ten presente que te amo y te amare siempre.

I wish i could call and know you would be able to talk to me. I wish i could go to visit you and you would welcome me with the warmest hugs..like ou used to. I wish you were still here with me..3

Ma Carmen<3

Lo que diera para volverte a ver. Hoy mi novio volvio a ver su mama, mi amigo su abuelita..y yo de todo lo que tengo de toda la gente que veo, me faltas tu ma carmen. Daria lo que fuera por verla, por un abrazo tuyo. Daria lo que fuera para que me escuchara cantarle, aunque sea una ves mas. El tiempo cura todo, verdad? Pero pasan los años y yo solo la extraño mas y me duele mas que ya no estes para contestar una llamada de mi mama. No sabes lo mucho que te extraño y cuanto quisiera estar contigo ma carmen…3

Back Then

Live, laugh, love. There was a time when that’s all we did. The best moments of my life were with you. Together we laughed until we cried, and we loved with no limit. We were happy.
Things are from that now. The arguments get worse, our grudge deepens, and our smiles turn into frowns. The flames of love turn into those of anger.
Here we both are though, loving each other but causing serious burns to one another. I guess that’s what we get for playing with fire.
I promised to always love you no matter what, and that is one promise i will never break, even if it breaks me. I just wish were how thy used to be. I wish we were happy.
But that was back then.

BECAUSE

Because I love you with all my heart. With all I am and will ever be.
It’s the most sincere thing I have ever said. It’s beyond the truth. It’s the one thing that no matter how much I deny it, in the back of my mind I know it’s true.
I love you.

And this is killing me. But I will wait, and hope for the best.♥ 

Hell and back.

Stabbed in the back, pushed to the floor, the weight on my shoulders.

Been Played, cheated, been made a fool.

Been Lied to, laughed at, I was a game.

I Spent days crying.

I Spent months wondering.

I Spent years in what I thought was a living hell.

Been alone.

Been afraid.

Been pushed to my limits.

I’ve felt pain.

I’ve been hurt.

I’ve been to hell and back.

But never have I been through something so crushing, so painful. Such pain I have never felt. I handled everything else so good. I was so strong. Where am I now? Who am I now? Why does it hurt so incredibly much? Why is it so excruciating? Why am I so, so, so…broken?

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And yet, I sit here still. Hoping for the best, waiting for his text or call. Waiting to know that everything will be okay. Why?

Because of the simple fact that, I love him. With all my heart.♥